Sunday, July 02, 2006

No New Messages

OK, so just a quick update for all those who care. Firstly, no call from dear old dad...yet. That doesn't mean he won't call, but the longer he takes to call, the more I'll doubt he will (not that I'm sure I believed he would in the first place). Oh well. If he does or doesn't, I don't care.

Secondly, I haven't talked to Jeff in about three weeks, and to be honest, I'm not sure what to think anymore. In the span of three weeks I've only heard from him once and it was a very very brief message online. I don't know what to do anymore. There are times I think he likes me, then he goes and doesn't talk to me for three weeks. On the other hand, I'm scared something might have happened to him. G-d forbid, but it has crossed my mind, especially after the collapsed lung scare. I have his number, so I could always call him. But I don't. I don't because I'm afraid it will be awkward. But more importantly, because he has my number too, and he hasn't called either.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Uch.
Sometimes, I just want to change my phone number, so I can pretend that certain people aren't calling me just because they don't know my number.

Anonymous said...

eesh. sounds like my guy-problem right now. good luck with that :S

Jill said...

Thanks. And you too!

socialworker/frustrated mom said...

So sorry about the situation we had talked one time regarding dads. Could talk to me anytime.

Anonymous said...

Glad you were able to voice the 'But more importantly, because he has my number too, and he hasn't called either.' part. If I'd been going through it (and I am a little), I'd be in denial..and be too f*cked to think clearly enough to put down that last part..that one little thing that bothers us so much because it could be true..and it could not be true.