A couple of days ago I was thinking about a conversation I had with Dylan about where he wants to live. He told me in a conversation that he wants to live in California, meaning we'd both move there someday, and while I was not happy, I reluctantly agreed. So I was thinking about that a few days ago, and I had an awakening. I realized that while I'm not crazy about the idea, I'd do it. I'd move halfway across America for him, to be with him. So then I started thinking about that, and realized that for me, that's a big deal. I always used to think that I'd never move from my hometown., no matter what, not even for the man I love. He'd have to move here, or I'd find someone from here. But there I was, actually saying to myself that I'd move. And for me, that's huge, especially considering that before, moving wasn't even an option. That's when I realized how totally, completely in love with him I am, and it's the best feeling in the world.
In other news, school starts this coming Thursday, and while I'm physically ready (bag is packed, new clothes are in my possession, and my classes and books are finalized), I'm not sure how mentally ready I am. There's a part of me that wants to go back to school-the part that enjoys school, classes, and most of the people. The other part of me, the part that is not ready, does not want the homework, papers, tests, and stress.
I recently had a meeting with my advisor and while I'm right on track, I won't graduate this next June. It turns out I need about eighteen more classes in order to graduate, and at the rate of four classes per quarter, that's only twelve out of the eighteen classes I need. However, I am absolutely determined to do so. That is why I'm taking five classes this quarter (most students take four). If I can do that, it'll be fifteen out of the eighteen classes I need, and maybe then they'll let me walk and finish the rest of my classes in the summer. Now the only question is, will I be able to handle five classes, two days a week (from 8:30AM to 4:40PM with no breaks), and work at the same time? I guess I'll find out soon enough.
8 comments:
It's so wonderful to hear how really in love you are with this guy. (But still, don't ever move if you really don't want to!!)
School - you'll get into it. All beginnings are hard, and who doesn't love vacations, but bottom line, it feels good to be productive, and to be cramming more knowledge into your brain.
Your schedule does sound crazy, though. Hope it all works out!
Thanks HisB. :)
The thing about moving, well, if he wants to, then I want to. I want to be with him, and if that means moving, then I'll move, as long as I'm with him. Make sense? I can't think of a better way to explain it. But thanks. Your support and happiness is greatly appreciated. :) :)
My final semester of college, I was taking seven classes on just two days a week (though one of them only met once per week). I survived. I'm sure you can do it! Good luck!
Glad it's going good with your boyfriend good luck on everything.
Is that the same Dylan from 90210? i think I had a mancrush on him. I dont remember.
SWski- Thanks! I'll email you as soon as I can with all the juciy stuff. ;) Really, I'll just email you back and answer your questions. Sorry it's been awhile, but I haven't forgotten.
CD-Yes! How did you know?! A mancrush? Hmmm...Is there something you're not telling me? :P
Enigma-How in the world did you do that??!! I'm amazed.
I had to drop a class because it required 3 hours of tutoring a WEEK outside of class, on top of what it required for class. I'd love to do it, and take the class, but right now I just don't have the time. Oh well. Next time.
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