Just an update for those who care: I haven't called Avi back yet, and I don't think I will. I think I'm going to see if he calls again, pursues this. Sort of test him to see if he really means what he says and wants a relationship with me. But even if he does call again, that doesn't mean he wants a relationship with me. I don't think I'll ever think he will. I mean, he had eight years to have a relationship with me, and only now he wants one...and all because of money. He even said so himself. So I'm going to see if he calls again. I hope he won't. If I'm lucky, he'll fail this test that I'm giving him.
On another note, Jeff hasn't called either. I'm so worried. I don't know what to do other than calling him. And he's obviously not calling me back. I'm at a loss, I really am, and I hate not knowing if he's ok. So, tomorrow I make yet another call to him.
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Hmm. My first reaction was to tell you not to call Jeff. But what do I know.
If Jeff has lied to you about anything and if that's the reason he hasn't contacted you yet, then you won't have anything to be ashamed of if you call him. Because you're operating under the assumption that he's been honest and if in a real, honest relationship, someone disappears without an explanation, it is perfectly normal for the other person to be concerned.
So, go ahead, and call him, but do remember that life goes on...
I do hope that Jeff is ok and that you'll find the answers that you're looking for.
And about your dad... Wow! I don't even know what to say. It must be hard and you're handling it very well.
Thanks Nicky. Life does go on, and mine has and is. But he is a part of my life, even if he is just a voice and name online, he is a part of my life.
And my father, well...thanks for the support. I don't what to say either.
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