Friday, October 02, 2009

Past Loves

I was just looking through my past blog posts. Not so much the ones from this past year, but my early posts, from when I started this blog, back in 2006 and 2007. I wrote a lot about love, and what I felt for some other guys. As I look back and read, it reminds me of how I felt towards them, but it also reminds me that what I felt towards them is nothing compared to the way I feel about my boyfriend. What I feel towards him, about him, is so much stronger than what I felt towards those men that it is not even comparable. This is not to say that what I felt towards those guys was not real. It was, very real. I was also much younger then, more naive. But, as I said, what I feel for my boyfriend now is very different and much stronger than what I felt for them. What I feel for him now cannot be put into words; I am not even sure it has words. I just know that I love him, more than words can say.

3 comments:

Abby said...

Awww! You guys are so cute! I know what you mean. Maybe when you're younger love means something different to you and you define it in a certain way, so you look at your relationships differently. As people grow and find that special person they realize that love is a feeling that most of the time cannot be defined in words.

Dan said...

UPDATE your blog, I want to read new posts!

Jill said...

Abby-Thanks! I think you're right about young love, but I also think/believe in the kind of love that comes along once in a lifetime, that, like you said, cannot be defined in words.

Dan- I did! There are two new posts! Nu?